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OKay!
So since I haven't posted anything really all summer I thought I'd check in. Jon and I are doing amazingly well still. I still have my good and bad days tho.
I went to see the new Halloween movie on Friday night and well...I have to sleep with the lights on now.
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So I went to bed at about 11-ish and it is now 3:30 am and I can't fall back to sleep.
I think this is the first time in 3 months that I fell asleep early.
So I'm watching The Mummy 2 and on Gaiaonline. Just chillin'
I will most likely fall back to sleep at about 5-ish but until then I have time to kill.
School starts tomorrow and it feels really odd to not be going back this year. I've been looking at colleges tho.
So hopefully I will go back next September or maybe even in January. I'm going to go for Animation. It is a 3 year program and I'd live at res.
Superbad is my new favorite movie of all time.
xD
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Jun. 21st, 2007 @ 04:52 pm
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Why do I keep having dreams of people dying?
First it was of my fat cat, then my mom and then boyfriend a few months after.
But now I am haiving dreams of people I don't even knwo dying.
I don't know how they die I'm just at the viewing and then their funeral.
I just do not understand.
But I do know that it frightens me...
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I have no idea what's going on with my lately.
I don't know if it's because I'm getting older or what but the hole idea or marriage and having kids doesn't seem as scary to me as it use to.
It could just be because everyone around me is having babies or getting engaged.
Also there's all the moveis out now about marriage//Newlyweds//just falling inlove.
I watch You, Me and Dupree the other day with boyfriend.
And the hole time I was thinking about what it would be like to be married to him or just in general.
Then there's Because I said so.
There is 3 weddings in that movie!
D<
The Notebook, Cars, Saved, Employ Of The Month, Pirates Of The Caribben, A Walk To Remember, Nacho Libre, Elf, Happy Feet, Bring It On, Step Up, Save The Last Dance, Underworld, How To Deal, Catch and Release, Trailer Park Boys: The Movie, Kickin' It Old Skool.
Just about everytype of movie has a love story in it now a days.
Even in Clerks2 there's a love story going on.
WTF?!
New picture of boyfriend && I.
I love it but I hate my double chin.
><;
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Jun. 12th, 2007 @ 12:25 am
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I have found that I am two people.
In a way.
One is myself and the other is a little girl.
The two of us are drowning together now.
We are unable to swim away from the darkness of the deep waters.
We just keep getting pulled down no matter how hard we fight for our way out.
Slowly water fills our lungs and soon...We will be no more than a memory.
Lost forever.
But even as this happens we wait.
We wait to see who will save us.
No one has come yet.
Not even the ones that we love.
Will they ever come?
Will even one of them come?
The girl and I are unsure.
But there is still a bit of hope.
And that hope keeps us from going completely under.
Current Mood: Lost... Current Music: Malchik Gay -- t.A.T.u. |
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Jun. 10th, 2007 @ 11:17 pm
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Okay so prom wasn't that bad.
But Trying to get me to dance is like pulling teeth.
I'm super shy && stubborn.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v146/lipring/jonolivia.jpg
Boyfriend && I.
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http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v146/lipring/chantallivjon.jpg
Wife, Myself && Boyfriend.
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Ewwww.
I have like 12 chins.
><;;
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Jun. 7th, 2007 @ 11:34 pm
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So since I haven't written anything in sometime now I thought I would.
I always tol myself that I wasn't going to bother going to prom.
But now I'm going.
:s
I'd never be willing to say this out loud but...I'm happy that I'm going.
I'm just really shy and I dont know how well dancing in frount of people is going to go over for me.
It's on Friday && I have two dates.
Boyfriend && Wife.
Yeah I'm awesome.
:D
Jun. 5th, 2007 @ 11:48 am
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In this city...there are no people.
The lights are on in all the houses. But there's nobody on the streets.
Are there people inside? I peek in a window to find out.
There are people. But they are with them.
I look in other houses. These people are with them, too.
This city is just like all the rest.
Being with them is fun. More fun than being with people.
Nobody comes outside anymore. There are no people in this city.
I will leave this city and go to another one.
I hope that I will meet someone. Someone just for me.
But if that special someone falls in love with me...
I will have to leave that someone.
Even so, I want to meet that special someone.
This is what I think as I leave the city with no people.
May. 26th, 2007 @ 11:38 am
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Why is this so hard for me now?
I have always been the one who knows how to handle everything.
I know how to place my feels and keep them away from others.
I am the one that always puts her feelings to the side and worries about everyone else first.
I always put myself last.
I'm use to being put into the background.
I'm use to everyone always worrying about me last.
It's always been that way and I have to grow up fast beacuse of it.
Being left to deal with everyone and everything on my own.
But now...So many things and feelings are coming at me all at once.
I do not know what to do.
It's like I'm drowning in my thoughts.
I call for help and I try to reach up but no one ever comes.
I just keep getting pulled down, deeper into the darkness of my mind.
I just want to know where to place everything...
I feel useless and like I am nothing.
I really believe that to.
I told my mom this...and she yelled at me.
I grow so tired of the yelling that goes on inside this house.
What is her yelling at me going to do anyways?
Other then make me feel even worse then I already do about myself.
I wish to run.
To hide away from it all.
May. 23rd, 2007 @ 09:04 am
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So I joined facebook about two weeks ago and I had it for less then a week and who ends up messaging me?
My real life dad.
The man that I haven't seen in 15 years.
The man that did not phone, did not send letters...
The man that left and never came back...
He has sent me a few messages now.
The first one I didn't know what to do so I just didn't bother to answer back.
Then afetr a week had passed he sent another just asking if I had got the first and once I said I did he replyed back with...
"Hi Olivia.
I think that I know how you feel. It is very difficult and maybe even a little awkward trying to find the rite words after so many years. I want to know so many things about you. I hope that you have lots of questions for me. I hope that we can get to know each other again real soon. Then take it from there. If you want, or better yet, when you want, I would Love to hear your voice. You can call me at [insert phone number here] Or please keep sending me messages.
Either way I'm just so happy to know that you are Safe."
Who on Earth does he think he is?!
Where does he get off saying that he wants to get to know me again?
Or saying that he wants to hear my voice?
Why should he care if I'm safe or not?
May. 22nd, 2007 @ 11:30 pm
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R.I.P.
Mischief Rush
Mar 21, 1997 - Jan 2, 2007
Be safe my fat cat and wait for me.
Jan. 3rd, 2007 @ 03:15 am
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R.I.P.
Pizza
May 2005-May 2006
May you be free at last...
May. 20th, 2006 @ 06:20 pm
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